OK SO IM GOIN ON A DATE W THE GABSTER WAHOOOOO LETS GOOO so excited well if my mom lets me go OK LETS RECOUNT YESTERDAY BC A LOT OF STUFF HAPPENED !!!
SO me n marimiester walked around my neighborhood yesterday after i fought with my dad bc hes WEIRD and TRANSPHOBIC but the walk was fun :) then she came over and we hung out in my porch and talked about the SNICKY SHOW VALENTINES DAY SPECIAL (2 WEEKS REMAINING) and thought about who im gonna go on a date with. i dont really like anyone other than those 2 so i asked her to help me ask gabi out and then she scored me a date bc she is the realest one (its true) and ive wanted to try goin on a date w gabi for a while so life was pretty great !!
on my way to therapy my mom revealed she will take my phone bc i stay up too late and i complained ab this to my therapist bc i believe i should deal with the negative effects of my consequences without my moms meddeling. after confronting her about this she started screaming in the car and cursing about how she's always the bad guy and she'll never be a parent right and how i dont respect her (the respect part hurt bc im tearing apart my relationship with my father for her) and after we got home and she cooled off i had to reveal more parts about my mental illness (i got diagnosed with depression yesterday) and then she got sad and then i was sad and yada yada BUT SHE WONT TAKE MY PHONE NOW WOOHOO !! she wanted to take it bc she thinks im online too much but im online bc i have a support system i trust and that actually listens to me yk, im not very good mentally so i need to be able to be around people i trust.
Today was pretty fun so far my teacher was absent so me n my pal mari both hung out at the cafeteria B) SHE GOT A 30 ON MY QUIZ AND I HAVE ONE MORE CHANCE TO MAKE IT UP BEFORE I HAVE TO ASK MY TEACHER SO IM MAD AT HER FOR THAT >:( i learned gabi cant lunch w us so im very sad about that Dx oh !! also i got to work on this site 2day :D im gonna have the date w kaitlyn on like,, sat at 1 but im kinda scared what if it sucks and i dont wanna do it :( all well the experience will b fun and kaitlyn is fun to hang out with. i will update if more happens today thank u
lunch was fun !! i ate w my pals n 2 kids i dont know and..... lets call him anon......... ill b real i didnt even know his name until today. SO lunch was fun i was happy to talk to everyone EXCEPT... Anon kept interupting me talking to corv and mari which was... annoying.... and then he started going on and on ab how hes a straight virgin which we do NOT need to know..... so kinda #weird... THENNNN after my friends were like im not a virgin (uncomfy tone) and he said im not lookin for it after we said why are you talkin ab this and i said "i am" and then he started talking ab how a horrible experience made him not wanna do that and i was really irked by that :( then my pal yelled at him that we dont really know him like that and he doesnt need to talk ab that and then he felt bad,, i wish we could eat somewhere else belghhh and now my friend feels bad for yelling bc shes scared she scared her bf why did anon DO THIS >:[ im over it now tho
now im in econ and i wish my mom would let me keep his cat sobs D': but so far thats about it thank you