Hi guys! It's been a while since I've updated, so I'm here now! Me and my wonderful girlfriend Evie have been going steady since April 8, I'm real happy about it. Her birthday was earlier this month and we had her party yesterday. It was so fun! I'm so grateful for her and all my dear friends. Mari is 18 now and has been driving me and Lion and Corv all over the place and it's super great!!! Things are a bit better at home but there's room for improvement.
ok i know ive been sounding really positive this whole time but oh my god i am so tired of being living like this sometimes. i hate being slow and unable to remember or do things i hate having no way of fixing this problem and i hate that i don't even have a way of feeling better about it. drugs would make my girlfriend sad on a moral level alch doesnt do anything cutting barely does anything and i have such a good life. im always going to be like this and nothing can change that. i hate being so stuck. i hate having no way of fixing my problems. i love my girlfriend but i wish i could do weed and she wont dump me. shes so perfect but im so irritable and i lash out in my head and i hate that. she deserves so much better. god i neeeeeeed to die right now i dont want to die but what else do i do. if i run away ill die and get ass raped. if i do drugs ill die sooner and my gf will dump me. same with alch. i feel so hopeless and stuck i hate this so much.
haha what was THAT bozo talking about anyways im going to see beetlejuice 2 even though i dont like movies bc my family does bvut its okay it i sall okay life is great and i wont die because i have no justifiable reason to feel like this im just ungrateful i'll see you all later!!!!!!!!!!