unlovable!

i am so unlovable i cant take this anymore I am probably goin back 2 the hs next semester and i cant deal with that i cant deal with knowing that i am just unlovable i cant deal with the public school system as well why didnt i actually go thru w it on the 15th i shouldve my mom doesnt care that i obv had a cry for help earlier i gen might just kms today i might just overdose and call it a day man i am failing so bad and the only worth i rlly have is in school i cant.... do this... anymore....... im just gna call my loved ones when i get home and hope for the best
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