i want to kill myself so bad i am NOT a good person at all ! i keep thinkin im done bein sad ab somethn but im not i dont think i ever will be !!! m happy w august but i cant even bring myself to be offical bc A. known eahc other for 2 weeks (but he's swt n i rlly like him) and B. its so hard 2 be over her esp bc she can be so confusin.. GOD I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE either im killing myself or im running away there is no other way,,, relapsing into sh isnt enough i need me DEAD RN please let me run away give me the blessing 2 i need 2 be alone and try new things on my own for once its the only way i can improve
i just cant stand this anymore