She (mari btw her name is marigold) keeps teasing and flirting W me and it's so0o flustering and its nice and gender validating and i miss she's just using me when she;s bored !!! ik shes not but scaryyyyyyy !!!!! also i love my bff but i feel bad bc i've been SOO00 resentful to him ab the thinh,,,, he doesn't deserve that at alll, I've been so wantin to end it recently but not end it just comatose ig, and ive started shin,,, ik how cribge,,,, at least im rlly emo now JDHSKS uhhhh yaya these r gna be very,,, messy bc i just need a place to dump that no one else has 2 c