WAHHHH IM SO EMBARRASED I HOPE CORV DOESNT HATE ME.... uhhhhhh anyways i dont wanna kms but i think i might but idk !!!!! idk anything !!!!!!!! i just dont wanna be here !!!!!!!
hey ..... if i dissapear from home i havent been kidnapped or killed myself (probably) i am considering running away from everything and everyone so much...
iiii dont want to LIIIIVE im in a good mood but iiiiiii am SICK OF THIS iiiiiiii am goint to run AWAY and go on a train and LEAVE foreverrrr
also ill survive bc CHIRSTMAS EOOWOHOOO
but also i cant have the romatic snuggly christmas i wanted w her its okay to just have friends for halloween bc halloween is a friend holiday but christmas is so cozy and romantic and i wont... have that..... and if idid it wouldnt be w her........ and ik she doesnt love me she literally said "idk if im in love w u man" im going to run away from home and not talk 2 anyone ever again thank u
i wish beautiful people were ugly so i wouldnt feel so bad when i looked at her
iiiii am going 2 kill myself and everyone around me !!!!! diediediediedie DIE ALREADY IM SO SICK OF THIS URAAAAGH KILL YOURSELVES OVER MY DEATH AND I WILL CRY FROM HELL
i dont care if you knew the relationship was over i didnt i didnt fucking know ill never trust you again i hate you i hate you so much i hate all of you why wont everyone die and i die last knowing what ive caused and regretting every second of it.
ok im normal now XD
disclaimer i dont rlly hate anyone im just mad all the time im sorry for being a pussy and not hating people Xb
aaaahhh i hope they dont c this one im being so mean...... i rlly need a password system.... im sorry.... im just rlly mad i didnt fucking know the relationship was over i didnt know it doesnt matter if you know i dont give a shit if you did i didnt know you dont do that shit and i wont do anything like that w u again just know that it wasnt okay. i wish everyone would just keel over already.
i know global warming will do it eventually but i wish it was quicker damnit.
if it werent for my folks i wouldnt be so... hateful right now. but i am. and im going to be stuck like this.
why cant i die already
it would be so much more merciful than this
just make it stop already
hey im adding this part bc this formatting looks raw as hell uhhh my dad is so annoying hes so needy for my attention and affection and he acts like a teenager girl and its so fucking terrible and now i cant even go on walks alone bc my dad thinks im just too rapeable. idk