im not killing myself because im a dumbass and i dont know how !!! i can try but idek how im trying aaAAA this suxs.... why cant i figure out how to die without literally killing my family... grr.......

what if i killed myself then what
oh wait thats what i was supposed 2 do oops
man i know im over the breakup now but WHY WOULD TUMBLR SHOW ME THIS I STILL WANT A GF AS LONG AS SHES NICE AND LIKES AT LEAST 1 THING I LIKE AND EVEN THEN OH MY GOD MAN

anyways i still really dunno how 2 kms without risking paralysis or my familys life or having a lot of equipment... sanctioned suicide dot org please help me out